While the song was released in 1979 - it was in December!
So I have been celebrating September Morns since 1980!
I love everything about September!
30 glorious morns!
I changed the calendar the night before I went to bed on August 31st.
I did all my favorite things today!
The first thing I did was spritz myself with Sunflower fragrance.
Then I lit the special pumpkin candle.
My first cup of pumpkin spice coffee.....so good!!!
I put in two sheets of Fruitcake Cookies and then settled down to sip, taste and listen to all my September First traditions.
I had an unexpected delivery from our friend, Rosey!
She absolutely MADE my day!!!
My favorite is the fragrance while Louis Dean has been loving the carmels!
I love them, too, but I'm not eating them by the handful as he is!
We both love the pumpkin spice cookies with our coffee!
I may need to 'hide' these so they will last all fall.
I baked and decorated the gazebo and did all the things I love to do....
....as in art.....not finished yet but only two more sessions to go.
Same with this one.
Both paintings are for my beloved Jutta in Finland!
I'm part Finnish so it's a true bond.
I do love salad suppers!
It was a gentle September First.
Easy going and the weather was wonderful.
I even did some work in the flower beds after I decorated the gazebo.
It was simply a beautiful day and I enjoyed every single minute.
However, in keeping things real, on Sunday late afternoon, I had what I thought was a TIA - mini stroke. I was fine after an hour or so and was perfectly fine on Monday.
But Tuesday I had a kind of meltdown. I was dizzy, wobbly and disoriented. Every time I tried to stand up I would feel dizzy and faint. I admit to being scared. Louis Dean was scared, too. I pretty well shut down and stayed in bed all day Tuesday. Amber came and checked on us and made us some baked potatoes. I wasn't even able to fix meals that day. I gave LD instructions as to his medicine since I wasn't able to get up and put them in place.
Stephanie picked up my Rx at Walgreens and brought supper to us. And then she shopped Tom Thumb and brought us enough food to get through the next few days.
We had food...but had eaten all the 'easy' meals.
What a blessing family and friends are to me.....to all of us.
Our sweet kitties stayed with me on the bed most of Tuesday.
They seem to know when we are not well......
By Wednesday I was feeling better.....
I'd made an appointment to get the oil changed on our car and decided to get up, get dressed and keep the appointment at Fat Joe's which is right next to Braumn's.
Ilene recommended him and he's now our official auto repair and maintenence place.
We ate lunch and I told Louis Dean I would be bringing the truck in next week for an oil change and check up. The 'check gauges' light has been blinking lately.
He insisted he could change the oil as he has done for years.
However, I drew the line and said NO! I can't allow him to do everything he wants to do anymore.
By 7:45 I was ready for bed!
Today is Thursday and I had a video visit with Dr. Abraham at noon.
I had run out of my Zoloft and some blood pressure medicine for the past week.
After telling her all my symptoms of the Sunday afternoon and Tuesday, and answering 30 minutes of questions....she determined that I had NOT had a TIA but instead it was a panic attack.
Good news!
Once I get back on top of my meds and make some adjustments, I will be back to my 'normal.'
Whatever that is.
She also suggested I search for opportunities to have some time to myself away from Louis Dean and not be in caretaker mode 24/7
Easier said than done.....
As soon as my video visit was over, I raced over to my appointment with a foot doctor.
See how short my big toes are?
I have metal plates across the joints - and the left one is broken.
That's why that joint moves a little bit.
It's not causing me a problem so no worries.
My ankles have arthritis but the joints look pretty good.
The ankle braces give me some extra support and I am loving them!!
Now I think I am all caught up.
Sorry about missing a chapter of Children in the Closet this week but I will post the next one on Monday.
Stephanie brought in groceries for us - as in easy food - and we are getting our plates ready to eat while we watch the first Cowboys game of the season.
Ilene is on her way to join us for at least some of the game.
She injured her back recently doing a workout and has been in some pain lately.
She has a follow up appointment tomorrow and I hope she is feeling better.
12 comments:
Goodness! I am glad you are feeling better and I hope there is some way for you to be able to take a break regularly. You need to take care of you so you can take care of Louis Dean.
Sounds like a wonderful September first, though. And your paintings are looking marvelous. :)
I am SO happy that you did not have a stoke, even a tiny one!! But the panic attack...were you particularly stressed about something? Your paintings I just love. Especially the gorgeous blue one!! How did you break your toe? Maybe I knew and forgot? Buy more caramels instead of hiding the ones you have! After all, it is the season of abundance!!
Oh my goodness you do so much all the time I can see why you might have had a panic attack. I think you need to slow down a bit. I am glad you went to the doctor, and it was not a stroke.
And the caramels - be careful of your crowns - it is a good way to pull them out - take it from me. I love how much you love fall - I do too.
I understand the panic attack, and I'm glad it wasn't a stroke. You stay so tied up with things and I know it is hard to change things, but change comes no matter what.
It is a good thing --- the video appt.
I know you are making Irene's life better and she's giving you a wonderful friendship!
Keep the faith. I know you always have and always will! Love, Trudy
So glad you are feeling better and that it wasn't a stroke. Those panic attacks can be scary for sure.
What a sweet gift from your friend Rosey. The caramel apple candy sounds delicious.
Wow, that was scary...I'm so glad you are feeling better and that the Dr. determined it wasn't a TIA, but still...probably running out of those meds contributed to it...and that created the scenario for the panic attack...that plus the extra stress you are dealing with. Yes, you do need to take some "sanity breaks" along the way when you can. Oh, I LOVE those paintings, especially the one of the lake/pond. Makes me think of my own Still Waters Pond here, although mine is in dire need of some rain water. You are such a gifted artist. Love all the fall things and that salad really looks good. I may have to make that one. It looks so refreshing with the oranges on it. Please take care of yourself dear friend. You are much loved and needed! Happy September! You and I share this month as our birth month, and it is extra special indeed! (((hugs)))
Well Llinda, I am sure this was a scary moment. You may want to check your blood pressure when you feel this way, to monitor your heart health....rather important at our age...I am glad to hear how much you enjoyed the first of September....thinking of you and wishing you the best of the autumn season!
I hope that virtual doctor visit was good enough... Please get an appointment for a complete checkup, friend! I do know how tired you must be... but you're no good to anyone if you're ill...!
REST this weekend!
hugs
Donna
Miss Linda - Might your local VA provide any classes that your husband could join? They might be helpful to him and give you some rest. Just trying to think of ideas. Take care of yourself.
Goodness! I am glad you didn't have a mini stroke. It's hard to find time for you to get out, and have a break. The commentor above has a great idea. I will pray for a solution.
I thought of you all day on the first and hoped it was a lovely day!
my life has become one big panic attack, and sometimes in the middle of the night I think I can't breathe... don't even mention the word aging, I turned 81 yesterday and had a melt down, me the person who never cared what age I was, but I had a life then, and I keep wondering how much longer this old body will be able to take the stress. sorry your stress is catching up with you, its been a while now since it changed drastically. you always seem happy and upbeat on your blog, but I know from experience there are bad and good days,,
Oh my friend, I am so glad it wasn't a stroke but please take care of yourself. You have a lot on your plate and need to take some me time.
Keep up on your meds and your paintings are gorgeous. Great "me" time for you.
Love you and continued prayers.
Sue
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